since I feel like it

I'm actually going to post today...It's been a while. Week and a half or so. So, in the news...got shot down twice asking girls to go to the Valentine's Day dance with me...so I spent the evening going to Walmart, CVS, and watching America's Funniest Home Videos. Oh well...I'll continue to talk to Amber, see if she would have coffee with me or something, there's a pretty good place just off campus. I do like her...but sometimes I wonder if it's not just pity or curiosity. I'm used to people being open with me, most people feel they can trust me, even strangers...but I've asked her about a few things that concerned me that she's written in her surveys, and she won't discuss them with me. So, what is it? True interest, pity for her misery, or curiosity? Well, whatever it is, when I tell her that I like her, I'll find out exactly what I can do with my feelings...keep them, or trash them and move on...again...and joy...rabbit dissection begins tomorrow...and if we don't get out early, I won't be able to eat lunch...well, I'll just have a granola bar for lunch...but that's not really a meal, per se...