another lonely night

talking to amber right now...not my stepsister (although I wouldn't mind talking to her...haven't seen her in forever), but the one from church. I do kind of like her...even though she's transfering to NC State next semester....well, she said she'd bring over her Harry Potter movies sometime and we could watch one, since I haven't seen them all. maybe I can talk to her a bit then...ack, I sound like a middle schooler with a crush...stupid immature me...and I still hate me for being fat...