yes, everyday

That's the idea....try to post everyday. Well, saw the shrink today. Zoloft stays the same, dang it....up to 100mg of the Lamictal. Starting a new medicine called Abilify...after two weeks of that, I'm to stop taking the risperdal. I'm just going to have to try really hard to reprogram myself to stop eating...I may skip lunch tomorrow if I'm going to see that movie...Audrey (the one from Campbell) has yet to confirm that she's going with me...so I may just be going alone...which really sucks. I hate going to movies alone, even though this movie is going to be awesome. If that Audrey can't go...maybe Audrey Szigedi can go...if she's done with her classes by then...but I doubt it...but I can go over and check...Alex is in school, so he can't go...the movie's at 1pm. Everyone at campbell is either still in finals or has already gone home. I hate going to movies alone, it's depressing. I want to be able to enjoy it with someone, doesn't have to be a date (although that would be nice), just a friend.
In other news, another side effect of skipping the zoloft (other than the dizziness) is spontaneous anger. The smallest things set me off, most of the time while i'm driving. the two times I had to drive today, I let loose enough words to make a one-eyed carpenter want to cover his ears....just stupid drivers on the road, traffic lights, and the fact that I couldn't get the bike rack off of my car. well, that's all for now.