too long ago...

since my last post. well, for some news. Took keri home with me this past weekend, we had fun, saw a movie, hung out with Alex and Audrey. Started training to officiate intramural basketball. Hollyday Fair is next weekend, I'll go, probably take alex and audrey so I'll have some company. Wanted to go with Faith and Matt, but they can't. *sigh* it's a funny feeling, I suppose. I've half expected it for some reason, and that probably makes it easier, but Katie broke up with me just a few minutes ago. Said our spiritual beliefs just don't work together, and that she's too busy for a relationship anyway. I understand, she has a point. I didn't bother to argue with her about it, like Nikki did with me. though, this makes me wonder what I would be feeling if I wasn't on my pills right now...I guess I feel mellow....is that how you spell it? and...a feeling of release, sort of....I've had my own doubts about the distance issue....it wasn't bad when we got to see each other on weekends, but since her mom told her she couldn't come home till christmas, well....you know how I am. I need someone here, in person....
maybe I'll post later, there's a couple other things, rather insignificant, on the lyrical side of things....