holy...

I have the chills....I think Beth...do you remember her? that girl from Teenlight? she just added me to her friends list on MySpace. Not sure...no, I'm pretty sure it's her. What am I going to say? Should I just pretend that the incident that resulted in her parents banning her from talking to me never happened? Should I tell her that I tried to kill myself that afternoon after I read that e-mail? Ignoring the topic would be ignoring the proverbial elephant in the room. But, having said how awkward it's going to be if it is her, I do hope it is. She was one of my best friends. But, until I find out more, I'm not going to say anything else...though, tomorrow I'll probably add in stuff I wrote over spring break on choir tour.