because I feel guilty

For not posting, even though I don't really feel like it. Anyways, don't want to leave my readers hanging...even though I probably don't have any readers. Beth told me that she wants to talk to me, and that because she's 18, she feels like it's her decision who she talks to. Ah, can't tell you how good that makes me feel. And yes, for those that are wondering, it is my 19th birthday today. Not really celebrating till Friday night, when more people are available to go out to dinner with me. I still hope Audrey can go to the formal with me, she said it was right before her exams, but I told her she must be mistaken on the date, she probably thinks it's May 1, not April 1, which it actually is, and her exams aren't till the end of April. But anyway, I'm waiting for her reply. That's about it for now.