Yet another sucky week ahead, Cap'n!

yep....almost the exact same schedule as this past week...work tomorrow, Wednesday, Saturday, Sunday. Been busy as hell this weekend too, it's almost like summer. hmm...I spy colder weather on the horizon, cap'n. just looked at the forecast, Saturday and sunday it won't get out of the forties, and lows are in the twenties, so we'll get a break. Aside from work, there are basketball games tuesday and friday, and possibly thursday. maybe this week won't be too bad then. I'm runnin low on cash....had to buy a new chorus tux, haven't been working much till this past week....let me figure out how much my check will be....ooh, nice, maybe a $200 check. I could use it, trust me. problem is, I don't remember how much my last deposit was, I have it written down in my car, but not in my checkbook. anyways....I'm still pretty lonely here. heh, I'd better get used to that. I have another idea for a new poem....it's very free verse though. started writing it in church today. i wanna go bowling....maybe tomorrow, but that means starting my clothes in the morning...gotta do it though. just did it...I hope I can sleep tonight....all the sudden, I feel so, blah, like I said a moment ago, lonely....empty....that's what I hate about my medicine, can't feel emotion anymore, hardly, accept anger....I'm just apathetic now....can't stand it.