*sigh* gotta get it over with

yeah, hopefully tomorrow morning, then Alex and I can go do some stuff to wear off the residual stress. you know what I mean. gah, need music, and serena I think is trying to talk me out of it...okay, at least i have music...anywhat, I know that didn't make sense, what I mean is, I'm going break up with Nikki tomorrow...no that sounds to drastic, implies that I'm completely cutting off any symblance of relationship with her, I mean, just take it back to being friends like we were.....ugh this is killing me, gotta stop though.....can't expect her to understand. hmm...I'll have to talk to her outside, where I can get to my car before her relatives lynch me if she goes hysterical on the spot....funny, serena made me feel a bit better....knowing alex,he can relieve my stress, just the way he is....we're probably going to go bowling, then see Lemony Snicket's.....I'll be able to sleep tomorrow night though, that's certain. I'll be glad when it's over.....oi.