another semi-pointless update

I went home this weekend. Katie did too, so we went shopping in smithfield on saturday. It was fun, even though she didn't buy anything. I bought some new boots. In case anyone's wondering, I wear Timberlands. Seeing katie was great, I did miss her. She held my hand a lot. We ate lunch, shopped a bit more, then left for home. At some point during the ride, as we were getting close to fayetteville, I reached for her hand, she took my arm and held my hand and caressed my forearm for like twenty minutes...that was the first time in my life that I've ever felt loved by a girl...but of course, I do have a cynical side. I really don't know how she feels about me, if she wants this to work, if she's having doubts....like me. I want it to work. but my doubts have to do with us being so far apart...it's not really that far, but the way I am....I just wish I could see her more. I just feel like our relationship can't go anywhere if we can't see each other frequently. I was reading that personality type book that Faith let me borrow, and it pegged me good. Said that my type, in a situation like this, did not like to risk making a decision and it being the wrong one, but rather preferred to wait until "fate" forced our hand one way or the other. Oh, how true. It definitely doesn't help that I've found someone here that I'm attracted to, and that makes me feel guilty....but I will never cheat on katie, nor will I break up with her just because I think I've found someone else that I might be more compatible with.
Anyways, onto funnier things...at breakfast this morning, Faith was being strange, and cutting up her strawberries (she loves strawberries) like she had a lightsaber for a fork, and doing little skits with the pieces...and when she was done eating them, she said, "I ate them...I ate them all." to which I replied, "...and not just the men, but the women, and the children. They're like animals, and I slaughtered them like animals. I hate them!" That was so hilarious....you had to have been there to have gotten the full effect. Well, I'm off for now, still have some western civ work to do, studied the wrong thing.