as usual...

I'm at work. Blogger wouldn't publish monday, or yesterday...will it work today? wait...it did work...the status thing just didn't say that it did...ok, nothing to worry about. I'm bored as usual, and I have two more hours to go. Typed up some more stuff on that one scene where David and Maria end up making out, but even though I've written the making out part, I'm not sure how to connect the two parts...in other words, how to lead up to it. I know that before, David is crying, and Maria feels really bad for him, etc...but one, what part of his reminiscing makes him cry, and what lead up to her kissing him. But anywhat, I'll figure that out later.

I'm so bored...and kinda hungry. I'd better get a nice check for this...though, I guess there is no perfect job. This job is just so boring. if I had my phone with me, I'd probably take a nap. I have to go back down to the basement lab at 5pm though. Never thought three hours could be so long. Coming in from working 8-10 hour shifts this summer, I thought three hours would fly by, but no...I have nothing to do here, so it just crawls...

Well, since I have nothing better to do, let me discuss my plans for this weekend. Friday evening, I'm going to take Megan to see "That Improv Show" at that little theater near Tallywood. Saturday, I want to go swimming and watch that Abbott and Costello movie I have. though, I'm not sure what else we might do that day. Sunday is obvious...hmm, maybe we can walk the dogs saturday evening. Well, I'm out of things to say...

maybe it will work today

I couldn't post on Blogger yesterday, so my post is on my MySpace blog only. Thankfully, I only have 45 minutes left today, because I didn't bring my backpack with me...you know, with stuff to do. Cards, book stuff to type up, that kind of thing.

I spent yesterday evening with Megan. She brought "Seven Brides for Seven Brothers" over. Not bad, it's a musical...has most of today's movies beat as far as quality goes...I'm dreading seeing what garbage they'll come up with 50 years from now. It was a nice evening. She has determined that she has brochitis, so I hope I don't get it. She's hoping to be better by Friday, so she's not sick when she comes to my house for the weekend. Speaking of house, House is on tonight...hope I can get out of here early enough to catch it. Never had people in here this late before. But there are two people in here. Just hope they're gone by the time I start shutting things down. Almost missed World Religions today...woke up at 9:25am, and it starts at 9:30am. But I made it. I wish I could eat...didn't have time for dinner after I got back from Walmart with Megan. Just barely enough time to put my groceries up and come here. I can't even drink anything in here. At least it's not cold in here like it usually is. just bored...half hour to go, and I'm out of stuff to do.

another day at work

I wish it would end. I mean, it's only three hours, but it feels like forever, seriously. It's incredibly boring. Had a Criminal Justice test today, I didn't do a very good job on it. Didn't study nearly enough, mostly because I missed Friday when he handed out the study guide. that would have been a great help. Of course, then there was that Megan wasn't feeling good last night, so she wanted me to come over. I did, stayed in her room with her for awhile.

I think someone is smoking by the intake vent for the A/C, because I'm smelling it. Stupid smokers. I actually had to look for a place to eat outside, tried three different benches before I could get away from smokers. And then they have the nerve to sit and smoke right by the door of a building. If you have to feed your disgusting addiction, do it where I don't have to smell it.

Megan is going to bring over "Seven Brides for Seven Brothers" tonight so we can watch it. Speaking of stuff in my room, I'm so close to beating Final Fantasy X. Actually, I could have beaten it weeks ago if I had wanted to. I'm just not sure I want to. The only thing left I have to do besides kill the final aeon is master blitzball, which is tied to another thing I have to do, and that is to get the Jupiter Sigil so I can activate Wakka's weapon. His is the only one I have left to do. it's just that I'm impatient, and I definitely don't need him to kill the final aeon. All of my characters are doing astronomical damage. Kimahri is my strongest hitter, doing almost 50,000 damage per hit. Yuna and Lulu can do more with Holy. I guess what I'm afraid of is seeing the end. I've put in over 110 hours onto this file...if I were to play one hour a day every day, it would take me three and a half months to get this far. And one of the interviews in the back of the guide gives a hint about the ending; not to mention the hints that are in the game. I'm just afraid it will be a sad ending. I work this hard to make sure that everything turns out ok for Yuna, and she still gets separated from Tidus? I've heard that he comes back in X-2, but I don't see how that could be. He is a dream, a fantasy created by the fayth. Once they stop dreaming, which they will after some being called Yu Yevon is defeated, he will disappear as if he never existed, as far as I understand it....I hope everything will make sense once I beat it...otherwise, I'm going to have to play it through again...which, I'm already considering it. But anyways...I'll probably do that this week. I'm off to type up some stuff for my book.

well, I'd better hurry up with this

Blogger will be down at 7pm EST...don't want to get stuck. I'm at work again...noticing a pattern? Anyways, I wish I had brought my Spanish homework with me, I have plenty of it. Test tomorrow, need to be ready, and that way, I wouldn't be so bored, and I'd have the evening free. Well, I'm going to watch House regardless, but still...Watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail last night in Megan's room. It amused her. Tell you what, Monday nights are the highlight of my week, because that's really the only time of the week that I get to spend a lot of time with her. and you know what? I'm bored. I've got absolutely nothing to do...at least I only have an hour and a half to go...not as long as Monday and Wednesday shifts. Slept late today, missed World Religions...need to get out of the habit I'm forming of crawling back into bed "for only a few more minutes". Once I get up, I need to stay up. Definitely can't miss Spanish tomorrow. Man, I wish I had my spanish book here. Might take up most of an hour, that would be great. As it is, I'm not thrilled that it will be taking up an hour of my free time. Well, I believe I'm out of stuff to write.

hi ho

Back to blogging I go. Hope you haven't been holding your breath for almost a week. Anything happen to me? Not really. Nothing special over the weekend. Megan had a bad weekend, she's upset that her dad's mother ignores her, doesn't love her, etc. She knows she hasn't done anything wrong, so she wonders why her grandmother feels this way towards her. The only reason she continues to see her grandmother is because she loves her dad and doesn't want him to go alone, as far as I understand it. I told her that she should tell her dad how she feels, and that he, if he loves her, would tell her that he's okay with her not going with him. I think it would be best for her if she didn't see her grandmother anymore. I just hope she follows my advice.

But anyways...going to watch "Monty Python and the Holy Grail" with her tonight...she's never seen it. I'm up in the 217 lab today...no one ever comes in here, hardly. so, I'm probably going to be bored for the next three hours. fun fun. *sigh* what will I do with myself?

I'm at work

With nothing to do. Watched Pride and Prejudice with Megan last night. Not bad, I gave it three stars on my review site. Rhone left the room so we could have some privacy. Today, I sang "Point of no return" with Megan. Though, she was a little upset when I told her afterward that people outside could probably hear us. But I did convince her not to go to her room and pout, but instead to go grocery shopping with me. Not exactly a romantic date, but I just like spending time with her, no matter what. Dang, I'm bored. I still have an hour and twenty minutes before I can leave. Ai, what am I going to do with myself? And I'll miss the beginning of House...hopefully I can figure out what's going on though. I hope this is just a special time for it, and not the regular time now. If it is the regular time, I'll miss the beginning of every show. Well, I have nothing more to say.

update stuff

yeah. Audrey likes to keep tabs on me, lol. At least I know someone reads this. Anyway, Megan and I had a discussion the other night, I cried while talking to her, because I felt like she was always going to hold that incident against me, you know, the singing thing. But we discussed it, and we were able to put it behind us, and she apologized for hurting me. Then Saturday night, we got to talking about that thing...you know, the one I didn't put in my MySpace blog? Well, my dad told me that he doesn't want us doing that anymore while we're at their house, but he's not upset with us at all. I know them, so I knew that. Megan doesn't, and was afraid that they wouldn't like her anymore, wouldn't trust her anymore because of her role in this. I tried telling her that they hadn't changed their opinion of her at all, that they still liked her and trusted her, but she wouldn't believe me. So, last night, I called them, put them on speaker phone, and let them tell megan themselves. She's feeling better now. Spent the rest of the evening with her, and she wants to make Monday nights our nights together, so we're getting together tonight, going to my room, I'm going to see if she wants to go rent RV again, because last time, it didn't work, the DVD messed up. Well, that's it for now, I guess. NO, wait...we had choir rehearsal all day Saturday. There, that's it now.

tonight

Well, it's not been the best of days. Couldn't even write two pages on an assignment. Spilled my ziti all over the carpet, so I had to go to walmart with Megan to get something to clean it with. I also needed a phone card, so I got one there...$.20 per minute! that's outrageous! for a phone card anyway. Oh, yeah, and the other night, I ran over something on the way to walmart. Megan thinks it was a dog, I hope not. Anywhat, that's off the subject. We were talking the whole time, she's still upset about me telling her that her singing was "average". From one perspective, she did tell me to be honest with her, which I was. But I forgot the rule with women: If they tell you to be honest in your judgment concerning some aspect of themselves, lie to them, and make it convincing. I do not like to lie, however. So, I'm in a bit of a hard spot. It upsets me that I hurt her, I didn't mean to. She has told me several times (after I apologized several times) that she has forgiven me. But I wonder if she will still hold a grudge against me, as people are apt to do. Well, enough of that. I'm going to bed.

some addenda

specifically, details of when we went to my dad's the first week of school. It was the Monday and Tuesday before classes started. By the way, this will also not go on my MySpace blog. Anyways, while we were on 70 bewtween Kinston and New Bern, it poured so hard that I could barely see twenty feet in front of the car. We were planning on going to the beach, but we were late because it took so long to get our IDs made, and it was raining anyway, so we just went straight to my dad's. It was his birthday, so we took him out to dinner at Pizza Hut. Afterwards, Bob and Wendy came over and we had cake and ice cream. Then, while we were watching TV, megan and I cuddled on the couch for a while. We finally retired to the office to talk for a bit. We did talk some, then we gave each other back massages, then started making out. She said I had much improved since the first time. Eventually, she just laid down on her back. I pulled her cami up to her ribcage and caressed her belly for a bit. I finally got to take a good look at her. Damn. She is so hot, so beautiful. Her body is perfect. I don't deserve someone like that, physically speaking. But anyways. Before she went to bed, she told me to surprise her with something. I didn't know what she wanted because I'm terrible at picking up hints, so I laid down and went to sleep. Well, she called my cell phone at about 2am and asked me to come in there. I guess that's what she wanted. So, I went in there, slid under the covers with her, cuddled up, and we slept in each others arms. it was a moment I've dreamed of for years, so blissfully sweet of a moment. Speaking of dreams, I dreamed that my dad and Chrisanne found the office empty and found us together in bed. well, I didn't know if that had happened until I was fixing breakfast and Chrisanne told me, very conversationally, that she had shut the door so that the dogs wouldn't wake us up. She didn't mention it again, but obviously she knew about it and didn't care. Whew. Anyways, that's pretty much it.