Ravings of a Semi-Madman

Not, of course, to discredit what I say. I speak the truth, because the truth is the only thing worth speaking.

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

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That's right. Anyways, Utopia is resetting in a few minutes, so that's why this will be brief, because I don't want to stay up much longer, just long enough to get on and say a word in the forums. Megan and I had a semi-argument the other night. Basically, I read her my last post, which contained some disappointing statements, from her perspective. Basically, I crushed her hope that I would propose to her on our six month anniversary in December. I told her I would if I could, but that I wouldn't have the ring then because I wouldn't be able to afford it. I guess that was the wrong thing to say. Not that she yelled at me or anything, but she was hurt by it. I apologized, but she said it wasn't my fault, that it was hers for having that particular dream anyway...but, yeah, everything's fine now...she called me this morning and apologized for being in such a pessimistic mood.

So...my thoughts. Short of coming into a few thousand dollars, I don't see how I can get the ring to propose to her anytime soon. The money I'm saving up is for Italy. I've been saving even before we started dating. I could take out a bank loan, but I wouldn't be able to pay on it till next summer, when I could get a job again. Even then, I'd need some help paying it off, then I'd owe the person who helped me. anyways, I'm done for now. going to find something to occupy my time until Utopia works again...and no, I'm not obsessed.

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