"love"ly conversation

Don't read this if you gag at the thought of love. Megan and I had an interesting conversation last night. We talked to each other in third person via a grapevine and a little bird. Don't ask, it's difficult to explain. Anyways, the grapevine (essentially, me) at last asked the bird (her) how much she loved me. She took a moment to compose her thoughts, and then told me. Unfortunately, I don't recall everything she said, but she said that in the two months that we've been together, she has come to a point where she loves me enough to sacrifice her happiness to make me happy, to even sacrifice her life for mine. Wow. No girl has ever felt that way about me. I thought it would never happen, as you know. Anyways, she asked the same question of me. I essentially told her that I felt the same way about her.

Earlier in our conversation, we discussed hopes and dreams, and how I didn't dare to dream for fear of disappointment. She made me admit that I'm not as pessimistic as I once was. Anywhat, after our exchange about how much we loved each other, I did mention one of my dreams. I told her that sometimes, I dream of us getting married. I'm serious. That's something I want to happen. She said that there was something I could do to make that come true. I hazarded a guess and said that it might be that I could propose to her. She said I was right. I brought up that she doesn't want to get married until she graduates from pharmacy school and gets a job. She said that she doesn't mind a long engagement. Her only stipulation was that I had to ask her parents before I asked her. This seems to hint that she would accept if I did ask.

Perhaps I'm too cautious or traditional, but I'm going to wait awhile. I really do think I will ask her to marry me eventually. But not after only two months of being together, despite that I've known her for almost a year. I just want to make sure it will work. Not that I'm having doubts, mind you, but I like to be prepared. Perhaps it is cautiousness then. I'm not known for being impetuous, lol.

Well, considering that I'm going to get up in less than five hours, I should get to sleep. Need to go to Walmart tomorrow and get my oil changed and tires rotated. That will take a few hours. Not that it takes long to do the stuff, but it's the line to get it done, even on a weekday.