end of semester stretch...

yeah...papers, projects and tests, oh my...half done with the first psychology paper, have two more to go in that class. First is due thursday. Then there is the ever-dreaded weight training project. fifteen pages of hell...I'm going to do something unprecedented and start on it a few weeks before it's due...in other words, this week or next and work on it a bit everyday and see what happens. Still hot in my room, so I just opened the window. If that's not enough, there are concerts to perform. Still three or four more to go, and those are wasted evenings where I can't work on my papers. You know, I recently stated in a survey that if there was a chance to go back into the past and change something, I wouldn't take it. I take that statement back. I would not take weight training. It sucks that bad. Can't wait for it to be over.
Damn...I'm so lonely right now. I just don't know what to do with myself...Holland said that if girls knew the real me, they'd be lined up for a chance to date me. Not sure if I believe that or not, but she does have a point. I'm quiet, and most people that I meet haven't the slightest clue what I'm like...perhaps enigmatic is a good way to describe me. But I can't help it...I am what I am. Said it before, I'm saying it again.