i'm bored

don't get much time to post anymore, between school and work. gotta go in tonight, but first, the everpresent homework, gotta go out and pick up pinecones. I'm tired, feel pretty crappy today, feel alone. Will that feeling ever go away? It's so frustrating I could scream and cry at the same time. I feel like I have to do something, anything, but there's nothing that I can do. The opportunity to do something about it has not yet presented itself, and I can't force it to, can't make it happen no matter what anyone else thinks.