On the Road, part two

fairly depressing day. Played a few rounds of golf on the five hole course...it's okay...I don't like the goose poop on the greens for one, and each hole was the same length, almost, save for the last one. Anyways, my general triggers were, uh, triggered by the usual things, got depressed, I'm so friggin alone here. I would kill to have one of my friend here with me. Damn, Alex, why'd you have to fail US History? then of course there is the everpresent other type of loneliness that is much harder to solve. Of course my situation isn't as hopeless as it was when I was last suck out here in the Midwest. I (hopefully) still have something to look forward to when I get back, meaning Jessica. Haven't seen her in a couple of weeks because we've both been gone on trips. But, I'll try to call her tomorrow, just to talk, maybe see if she wants to do something when I get back. I want to discuss with her some more serious personal things, because we've exhausted the surface topics, gotten to know each other a bit, so now I wanna see if I want a relationship with her, so I gotta find out her views on some things first, and if I'm still interested, I'll see how intersted she is. did I ever mention she's 6'1"? And I'm only 5'8". I'm just thinking that would be a bit awkward if we ever get serious enough to kiss...but oh well, deal with that when it comes, if ever. I hope it does though. This loneliness hurts so bad.